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lyric that speaks my heart. i wanna tell you.
if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder. but also Im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry. If you need someone, who cares for you. I show you what real love can do. If your sky is grey oh let me know. There's a place in heaven, where we'll go. If heaven is, a million years away. Oh just call me and I'll make your day. Im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth. I told you that I want to be in your life. When the nights are getting cold and blue. When the days are getting hard for you. I will always stay by your side. I promise you, I'll never hide. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. And everytime your heart is broken. I want you to know, That it hurts me too. I would hate for you to find somebody new. Cause it could mean losing you. I don't want to be like your ''brother". I don't want to be your best friend. I only want to be your lover. I never thought I'd need you there when I cry. You got that extra ordinary way. Do you see how much I need you? Im gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth. Got to be next to ya every single day. I've never felt this way before. Everything that I do reminds me of you. We were made for each other. And all I ever wanted was for you to know. everything I do I give my heart and soul. I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me. and You make me rise when I fall. Every single hour, Of every single day, I Miss you more and more. without you beside me I can't survive. we were so close, like honey to the bee. Still the memory of you, Marks everything I do. You and me, we shared a mystery. We got a vibe you can't define. everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. I wanna love you this way that way this way. seriously, Thank God I found you, I was lost without you. My every wish and every dream, Somehow became reality. When you brought the sunlight, Completed my whole life. I'm overwhelmed with gratitude. Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you. I would give you everything, There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do, To ensure your happiness, I'll cherish every part of you . I will never regret you. you're on my heart just like a tattoo, Just like a tatto, I'll always have you. I wanna keep your toothbrush at my apartment. Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in. I wanna live with you.
THE SWEETEST ESCAPE :D
If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world & I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together. tell me now wouldnt that be sweet? I want to get away, to our sweet escape. You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point. Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint.Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around. I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me. I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me. Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me.
I WANNA RECREATE A PLACE OF OUR OWN <3
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are grey.
You'll never know dear how much I love you.
So please don't take my sunshine away.
The other night dear as I was dreaming.
I dreamt that you were by my side.
When i awoke dear,
You were gone so i hung my head and I cried.
9:09 AM
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ditched work today. feel kind of bad uh. slept for the whole afternoon. and then dinner with grandma and eryi at whitesand. back home for packing. seems like im runnning away. a big bag with clothings inside. LOL tomorrow going wildwildwet with bird, meimei & friends. then meet janice they all for countdown :D new year coming. 2008! hope next year will be a better year. and school starting :x SIAN. the coming N's and the school lessons, make me pengz! alright anything. but hope still get to enjoy. ciaos!
6:07 AM
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thought that today would be facing the four walls. but luckily at least i went out and catched a movie at least. heh heh, met sally and headed to taka and look for janice & sharlene. kfc for their dinner break. meimei & idiot came to look for us. after that meimei went to buy school bag at cineleisure. walked to lido for their dinner. after that walked to forum, toy R us. played with the toys and sally got engross into a stupid kiddo game. from there, we walked back to lido to catch the movie, but without sally. i am legend. HAHA, the show, SCARY leh. got shocked for many times. and hor, that idiot also lah. scared me when she chua sai. i also chua sai. but anw, nice movie (: sent meimei & idiot home as they scared ah. after that i waited freaking long for the bus. and then finally im home. working tomorrow. FULL TIME leh. aiyo. supposed to work on 31st. but jio people go wildwildwet alr. and then i gotta play samsung just for someone got no partner. lol but k la, i sacrifice lo (: tmr full time. sunday morning. monday off. tuesday morning. wednesday off. thursday 3pm till closing. friday off. saturday off. sunday morning. LOL i cant imagine how much i going to get after this :D kk got to go to sleep. gotta wake up early tomorrow! ciaos!
and oh ya,
baby, i love you no matter what too! :D
9:53 AM
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beauty and the bitch. lol
i mean she is the beauty and im the bitch
nono, is she is the pretty, but im the ugly
PIANG
you cant ask me to get rid all this :d
i can finally sit now and post a proper one. school starting in a few days time ): but i had lotsa fun during this holidays. ditched work again and again for times. lol went clarke quay on christmas eve. rot around on christmas. 26 dec, woke up damn freaking early like 5.45 to go orchard for work. 27dec, today working was quite terrible when just opened. cause nobody to attend to. make me feel wanna sleep while standing. lunch alone, and someone laughed at me and said that im a LONER. im not okay! but well, sales was not that bad actually. and got a piece of chocolate from yeti. dinner at tampines with girlfriend. walked and go home. girlfriend throw tantrum again. and cause i gave attitude? LOL reached home 9 plus and then came over to grandma's. tomorrow and saturday, dont know how to spend.
want you to know. when your finger moves around the "pad" my heart starts to wonder. wondering bout' the content, who's the one. if i can stop my fingers from moving, can you? will you? not just in front of me. but behind me too. just when i see that folder of "****** & ****", i cant stop asking myself that, "is your heart totally mine?". i FEEL that i love too much till i dont even know how to be real angry. this is what i mean when i said, "if i fall for someone, i can be very silly" sometimes your words really hurt me deep inside. make me wanna cry, wanna die. but i know some of them doesnt meant in from your heart. i feel that i doesnt know you well enough to give you the best i can. but to think of the happy side, your face will make me feel like pinching it HARD. and seeing your kuku pattern, makes me wanna hug you TIGHT. the happily walking around. the lunchS & dinnerS. sweet words :D i think both the happy and sad can be tally. i think it balanced up. im still happy that i have you.
i love you, very much.
wanna hold you in my arms when you cry, <3
hush darling. always here for you :)
7:18 AM
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO...
AJ
GEE
AHLEE
SHAR
and ALL :D
4:16 AM
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haha, you will only know when you are in my situation. i bet you doesnt want things to happen the same way if your are together.
if you had already annouced to the world that im bad, please say love me NO MORE forever :D
cousin's birthday, bbq on thursday. no training on thursday! wheee xD LOL met babyboy before that for some shopping. haha sometimes i really dont know who to turn to when i have some problems. but im glad that i have bird, ahlee & ahgee. but anw, going service tomorrow. i dont seem to be excited at all. i dont know why. but still i promised to go. haha, i hope it wont be a boring one. but i dont know what to wear! headache headache. one month, tomorrow. third month, the day after tomorrow :D then christmas eve, christmas. then i will starting working on the 26th!
<3 AJ
i love the one who...
-touches the volleyball
-serve hit and spike the volleyball
-is a volleyballer :D
and i know that my volleyballer is loved by me <3ps; 22 dec, HAPPY ONE MONTH in advanced! hubby and wife for one month alr. thats very fast :D
23 dec, HAPPY THREE MONTH BABY in advanced. haha hope to have more fun & great days ahead (:
6:36 AM
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SCREAM!
determined to slim down. at least 8kg of fats that i need to shed. cousin's bday, BBQ tomorrow. and i know this christmas is going to be boring. going to get PS for many days, but well, used to it. whatever la.
FUCK x 3
ps; i want my boy to tell me everything single things bout his problems. though i cant be much of help. am useless most of the times, or even all the times.
6:44 AM
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laugh out loud, one word for you, hypocrite. (:
alright my house Internet got cut off. got to wait till next few weeks or so then can get the new connection. went out with my baby boy :D throwing tantrums here and there. but nevertheless, we still got all the fun at the end of the day.topics like, shaving *Censored parts* so on and forth really LAUGH OUT LOUD. hello hello, me and boy boy anniversary coming! :D both agreed on spending not more than $2o on both Christmas's and coming anniversary presents. i love my BOY soooo much. ask dear to come stay over at my place as mum not in, but he dont want! :@ but he has got his reasons. Cause he scared of my mother will come back halfway. laugh out loud. his dumbness made me smile la! post again. sister want to use the net (:
i love you, boy. 23 :D
*the lil boy2 of mine, are you happy that i mention you here? :D
edit-
urghhhh, im jealous! my deardear got so many girls got stuck onto him! ): like honey to the bees. stupid leh. i think he is my honey, and i should be the BEE. only BEE. most prolly not sleeping tonight. tomorrow got to attend a funeral early morning. and camp on thursday! with gee :D
and the next few days will be too busy for my baby liao. urghhh! and will he go around flirting? this i worry. lol and i know he wont he wont! alright stupid post. that's all :D i love you Dude!
6:20 AM
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:@ foul day!
i wonder if i could hold you back from developing any feelings with others
aj, i need you.
10:15 PM
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wanna take you back to the day when we first met, <3
if you want to tell things that are not supposed to, then dont blame if its vice versa (:
woke up especially early this morning. and when im back home from grandma's, im dead on the bed :/ didnt go to work today. tomorrow is workin at 11am, fcuking early. sleeping over at grandma's again. kukujiao, lol for goodness sake, im not being sarcastic :D
*17 days more to my BIG day :D
I WILL GIVE THAT ANSWER IS NOT I HORNY HOR! stupid, lol its common sense eh.anw chipmunk got a better answer. let you two idiots know again. and tell your im not horny!
7:55 AM
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*i know its not gonna end here, more things are coming.
randomly i feel that her instinct are slowly coming true ): but i doesnt know what i could do to stop this from coming true. perharps im thinking too much. but everything seem to be "in progress"
make my night as bright as day. i will looking out for you. come and lead me on.
more and more up-coming programs for me, cant wait for another dinner at 85 :D working tomorrow for goodness sake >.<
note to joey; dont malign me! its customer's fault and you scolded me for that?!?! still want to change me off to Liyana?! just you watch out, i will make you turn upside down there in burger king! you suck you suck, you suck suck suck!
note to my love; i love the stare we had just now!
i could see your eyes are sparkling!
DEAR, ILOVEYOU <3
note to bird; i gonna miss you man! :d miss me too please...hahahah takecare! <3
9:33 AM
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our new member in foursome. LOL
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waiting for the guys
his stupid face.
:D
gee, see, cumming, mrs cumming, me, arjun
where's the other half of his face? lol1st DEC,
out to tampines then bugis. walked around aimlessly. then hit down to chinatown for dinner at the hawker (:
2nd DEC,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE GEE! :D *finally right? and i know you are happy (:
early morning to choa chu kang, kfc for brunch. headed to singapore zoo, step in, hahahah poo poo smell. omg! zoo never change, its like the same as january, though now its already december. ben & jerry's. LOL vivo city while sharlene & gregory went to the hospital visiting the granny. and we ran for the train, only me & gee managed to get into the train. lol me , arjun, janice, marcus. bought the pen for the "charity" but realised that its not for charity. lol walk back and demand an explanation from those people. roof of vivo, soaked our legs in the water. pictures were taken. and suddenly me and janice remember, two's couple, three's crowd, four's congestion. exclusively NEW, six's a parade! hahahah chatted about our first kisses and loads other stuff. left only at 7, and sharlene and gregory waited for half an hour for us at outram's platform. bedok85 for dinner, there's huge crowd having their meal there. we ordered much food, 7 cups of sugarcanes, carrotcake, char kway teow, stingray, 8 chicken wings and 4 bowls of minced meat noodles. hahah, the 4 hungry ghost appear! after eating, we went gaga and keep on laughing non-stop. mrNg fell down incident, "ah bo leng" became da bowling. tau sar bao, leng yong, lotus, red bean, green bean. arjun laugh till walked out of the table & cry. i laughed till i hitted him with chopsticks, and then he start laughing again! from 8 plus till 1o plus. lend the toilet from bedok HQ. home at 11. met sister on bus 15. yes, enjoyed myself :D
ps ; want to have stingray and have a date at bedok 85 next saturday, but the person say that can better food from someone else ): im so sincere about it...
out to tampines then bugis. walked around aimlessly. then hit down to chinatown for dinner at the hawker (:
2nd DEC,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE GEE! :D *finally right? and i know you are happy (:
early morning to choa chu kang, kfc for brunch. headed to singapore zoo, step in, hahahah poo poo smell. omg! zoo never change, its like the same as january, though now its already december. ben & jerry's. LOL vivo city while sharlene & gregory went to the hospital visiting the granny. and we ran for the train, only me & gee managed to get into the train. lol me , arjun, janice, marcus. bought the pen for the "charity" but realised that its not for charity. lol walk back and demand an explanation from those people. roof of vivo, soaked our legs in the water. pictures were taken. and suddenly me and janice remember, two's couple, three's crowd, four's congestion. exclusively NEW, six's a parade! hahahah chatted about our first kisses and loads other stuff. left only at 7, and sharlene and gregory waited for half an hour for us at outram's platform. bedok85 for dinner, there's huge crowd having their meal there. we ordered much food, 7 cups of sugarcanes, carrotcake, char kway teow, stingray, 8 chicken wings and 4 bowls of minced meat noodles. hahah, the 4 hungry ghost appear! after eating, we went gaga and keep on laughing non-stop. mrNg fell down incident, "ah bo leng" became da bowling. tau sar bao, leng yong, lotus, red bean, green bean. arjun laugh till walked out of the table & cry. i laughed till i hitted him with chopsticks, and then he start laughing again! from 8 plus till 1o plus. lend the toilet from bedok HQ. home at 11. met sister on bus 15. yes, enjoyed myself :D
ps ; want to have stingray and have a date at bedok 85 next saturday, but the person say that can better food from someone else ): im so sincere about it...
7:13 AM